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Poison Lies
Essa
sat on the ground beneath the oak tree by the bend in the path, waiting. Her
legs were pulled up against her chest with her arms wrapped around them as if
she were trying to curl into as small a ball as possible. Her long, black bangs
had been brushed into her face so they hid her right eye and cheek. As she
waited, her sensitive ears caught the sound of heavy footsteps approaching. On
any other day, those footsteps would’ve been cause for her to jump to her feet
and run to great the approaching person. But today she just curled up a little
tighter and buried her face in her knees.
A
few minutes later, a concerned male voice echoed through the woods. “Essa?
Essa, are you there?”
She
didn’t respond.
The
call came again a few minutes later and a third time after that. Then a tall
young man came around the bend in the path. He grinned at Essa, his bright
smile contrasting with his dark skin. “There you are, Essa. I was wondering
when you didn’t answer. Sorry for missing our meeting last night. You’ll never
guess who’s visiting the village!”
She
didn’t answer. She didn’t even acknowledge he was there.
The
young man didn’t seem to notice. “You know Father’s friend, Narion? The
wandering bard? He arrived yesterday afternoon; apparently he’s staying here in
our village for a while. He said that maybe I can apprentice for him after I
turn sixteen. Think of that, Essa! Me, Aedon the swordsmith’s son, a bard’s
apprentice!”
At
this, Essa did look up for just a moment. Her lips twisted in an attempted
smile, but sorrow and bitterness lingered in her eyes. “Congratulations,” she
murmured, her tone strained.
“Thank
you.” Aedon didn’t seem to notice her lack of enthusiasm. “His daughter’s
traveling with him too this year, since her mother died and she still has a
year before she can apprentice. Her name’s Iris. You should meet her; you’d
like her. She outshot me when I challenged her to an archery match; I think she
may even be better than you! She- Essa? What’s wrong? You’re crying.”
“I’m
not.” Essa swiped angrily at her eyes, pulling the sleeve of her overlarge
tunic over her hand. “What were you saying about that girl who’s visiting you?”
“Iris.
Bard Narion’s daughter.” The grin reappeared on Aedon’s face. “You really would
like her. She says she’s going to train as a huntress when she’s old enough to
apprentice. I can believe it- I told you how good she is with a bow. She’s got
a tame wolf instead of a dog. She says that she found it when it a pup and
raised it. Having it around drives Father crazy- you know how he is about
wolves- but since she’s a guest, he can’t do anything about it.” His grin
widened. “We’re planning to go out to the lake tomorrow; you should come with us.”
“Why?”
Essa muttered. “Why would you want me around when you’ve got her instead?”
Aedon
frowned. “Why would I- What are you talking about, Essa?”
A
hint of bitterness flavored Essa’s voice. “You’ve got Iris now. Iris the future
huntress. Iris the amazing archer. Iris the wolf tamer. I’ll bet she’s pretty
too. Incredibly beautiful, even. Isn’t she?”
Aedon
shrugged. “She’s pretty enough, I guess. But what are you getting at, Essa?
Iris can’t replace you. You’re my best friend.” A hint of anger appeared on his
face. “If this is about me not being here last night, just say so and stop this
. . . this . . . this jealous nonsense!”
Essa’s
voice dropped to an almost-whisper tinged with both anger and hurt. “It is
about last night. If I’m your best friend, why weren’t you here when I needed
you?”
Aedon
crossed his arms. “I had guests, Essa. It would’ve been rude to leave.”
“That’s
never stopped you before.” Essa glanced up, a hint of cold anger in her eyes.
“Every evening, unless one of us is sick, injured, or away from the village.
That’s how often we meet here. We agreed to it. You’ve slipped away from guests
plenty of times to be here for me, and I’ve done the same for you. I trusted
you to be here for me when I needed you. But you weren’t. You were off with
some oh-so-amazing bard’s daughter. Did you even bother to think about me? Or
did I never so much as cross your mind?” She swiped at her eye once more,
wiping away tears before they could fall. “I needed you. But you’ve obviously
found someone else to care for.”
Aedon
stared at her for a long moment. Then he reached out to brush her bangs away
from her face. She slapped his hand away, but not before he caught a glimpse of
black-and-blue bruises on her pale, scarred face. The anger in his face grew.
“What happened last night, Essa?”
She
looked down again. “Father. He came back. Caught me outside. Told me I belonged
with him, not Uncle Tyr, and to come with him or else. I said no. He told me
again, and when I tried to go inside, he grabbed me and started saying things.
And then he started hitting.”
Aedon
looked her over. “How badly are you hurt?”
She
shrugged. “Not too badly this time. Lots of bruises, and he gave me a nasty
black eye. But he didn’t have his knives with him, and Uncle Tyr came out and stopped
him before he could break any bones.” She paused for a moment. “The hitting
didn’t hurt as much as the things he said. Or as much as when I thought you’d
be here, but you never came. It made me wonder if . . . if some of the things
Father said were true. And now I can’t help wondering even more.”
Aedon
scowled deeply. “And what did he say?”
Again
Essa shrugged. “At first it was just the usual: I’m worthless; I never
should’ve been born; I deserve everything he’s ever tried to do to me. I told
him what you and Uncle Tyr have said about caring about me, and me not being
worthless and all that. He just laughed and said that you both were lying, you
especially, Aedon. He said you really didn’t care for me at all, and you’d
desert me the moment someone smarter and stronger and prettier and not so
broken came along. That you were just pretending you cared so you could earn my
trust and take advantage of me later.”
A
hint of angry fire glinted in Aedon’s eyes. “Essa, he’s lying. You know he is.
When has he ever told you the truth? I would never desert you for another girl,
and I’d definitely never take advantage of you. I can’t believe you think I
would.”
“But
you did, Aedon.” Essa shook her head. “You did desert me for another girl. You
picked that bard’s daughter over me. If you’d had any other guest, if it had
been Bard Narion and not his daughter too, would you have missed our meeting?”
“Well
. . . I . . .” Aedon’s scowl grew. “I can’t believe you’d believe your father
over me. When has he done anything but hurt you?”
Essa
looked at Aedon with a mixture of sorrow, hurt, and anger. “I believe the
people who tell me the truth. You can’t even deny that you chose her over me.
That you saw she was better than me and decided I wasn’t worth bothering with anymore.”
Aedon
shook his head, seeming to recover somewhat. “That’s not what happened, Essa. I
was enjoying myself, and I just forgot-”
“You
forgot?”
All the sorrow suddenly disappeared from Essa’s voice, leaving only hurt,
bitterness, and ice-cold fury. “You forgot
your “best
friend”?
If that doesn’t prove you don’t really care, I don’t know what else would.” She
looked away. “But it doesn’t matter anymore. I know the truth now, and I won’t
let you hurt me any longer. This is goodbye, Aedon. As of now, you’re free to
forget me all you like. You’re free to do anything, really. Just don’t expect
me to be friends with you any longer.”
Aedon
stared at her for a long moment, his expression going from shock to hurt to,
finally, anger. “Fine. I don’t care. I can’t believe you’d take the word of
your lying skunk of a father over me, or that you’d overreact this much to a
simple mistake. But if this is how you’re going to act, you can believe me that
I won’t ever make the mistake of caring about you ever again.” He paused,
waiting for a response. She gave him none. So, he turned and stalked off into
the forest.
And
Essa, alone once more, curled up and began to weep.
That's really, really sad. Poor, abused, Essa. I'm sure Aedon never meant to hurt her, but to someone as fragile as she is, such a mistake could easily be interpreted as a betrayal. :( And poor Aedon- he never saw that coming, did he?
ReplyDeleteHopefully they'll make up later.... hopefully Essa will realize that Aedon is still her friend.
Good story! I love the ones that make you feel. :)